MY LEGS!!!
MY ACHING LEGS!!!
lol.. hehe.. soon to blog about O1.. now to catch up with my hw.. n everything..
I AM DEAD! so much to catch up.. shit shit shit!
the origin.6:00 AM
again after a long break... im back to blog again...
just back from korea... leaving for thailand... so singapore for now is like a transit... lolx...
korea was fun.. with all the kimchi and the language barrier...
spent ALL my money and now owe mother 400. yep that's how much i spent there... so not going to spend much in thailand already...
while in korea.. i fell in love with the donut store near my hotel.. KRISPY KREME... the original glazed donut.. my god.. heavenly... n when the store is in the process of making these donuts, they give it out.. FREE.. and i only found out on the second last day... how sad is that??? LOL.
i bought 3 bags, 2 shoes, 1 necklace n earring. some cosmetics. a whole load of seaweed. kimchi. wine cups to give frens and yes, instant noodles. its supposed to be very nice. if not they wont be selling it in the duty free shopping in korea's airport.
food there is good. every meal comes with side dishes. which consists of kimchi.. so for every meal i eat kimchi and from not liking it.. i love it now.. the korean bbq very nice.. bibimba, kind of a hotstone thingy... very nice.. ginseng chicken.. healthy... what can i say... their food is superb!
kind of miss korea now... even though there was no snow... sad yea, they had a late winter this year so when i was there, it was only the start of winter... no snow!
now getting ready for thailadn which i really dread.. cause its with the band.. only consolation is that yifang would be going too... the teachers must think that we are going on a trip for the 1st time... or maybe they are going for a trip for the 1st time... what they instruct us to do.. totally stupid which makes me feel totally idiotic... yep... sadly.
the origin.5:05 AM
These pictures were taken last tuesday during the class outing dinner... wanted to upload it on thurs when i got the photos... but was busy vomitting so... waited till today... my stomach is still queasy... not sure what's happened to my stomach... but... i hate it...
no big thinking for the past few days... so this would be short n sweet...
oh yeah.. casino royale... the new bond show.. with the new james bond... is one of the worst shows ever... the stupid guy spent 15 mins of the show chasing a guy... just to kill him... in my words... the worst bond show ever... but people will still watch it.. why?? cause the producers KNOW that people will wanna watch this show to see how the new bond turns out... so no matter how bad the show is... the show would be watched by many...
but be warned... this 2hr plus show will seem like a 4 hr show if u share the same thoughts as me!
the origin.11:29 PM
ever felt like no one cares about you... or that your mere existence is a big question? if you are nodding your head... welcome to the club...
some would leave things as it is... but some.. those annoying kinds, well, there's nothing much i can say... They go under the group of attention seekers... backstabbers... yada yada yada...
i'm the one who leaves things as it is... oh well.. that's me..
as you can see from the last post, teng lee is a nice little strawberry.... WHICH IS A LIVING THING!!!!!!!! hehe...
the origin.9:22 PM
TENG LEE IS A NICE LITTLE STRAWBERRY!!!!!
written by teng lee....
the origin.9:11 PM
why do we live our life being someone we are not??? with the masks on... no one knows what's underneath... they look at the surface, our masks and make the judgement if we are... well, i don't know... fill in the blanks... The word goes around saying we want to look at your inner beauty blah blah blah.. but do they actually know what that means??? well, i for one, don't.
So enlighten me one day...
life.. for me.. the same old thing.. waking up, trying to live through my day wishing that there was a better reason for me being in this cruel and un-loving world... at times i dread going out... to face a world of... robots??? i guess... everyone lives by a fixed schedule? u wake up.. get ur working clothes on... scoot off to work... smile to your boss and if you may, ask for a pay rise.. back stab your working mate... have tea or coffee (your preference) finish your work, say a casual goodbye... make your way home.. have dinner.. watch some tv and go back to sleep...typical person...
i hate this kind of life... i want something enjoyable... something memorable.. at least for once in my life... i would like to have a day where everyone takes off their mask and just be who they were born to be... then can we see everyone as they were meant to be... =)
the origin.6:23 AM
LIFE... to me is nothing but an empty shell.. is it not??? we live to die... every step we take brings us closer to the day where we lie in our death bed... having the wish that we could turn back time to do those things that we were to afraid to do... or the say those words thatwas swallowed down when we saw the ones we loved...
Do we live to regret??? All those things that were left undone... we look back and sigh...if only i had the courage...
had a long conversation with yifang today... it made me start thinking about many things on the way home... is friendship still reliable??? Or simply... is any relationship still trust worthy??? questions questions questions...
i guess these questions would only be answered the day where i finally believe in relationships... bad experiences sad experiences........ experiences that made my heart ache and all... maybe it all exists so that i can overcome this barrier of not being able to trust the ones around me............
the origin.7:14 AM
haven blogged for like... half a year.. lolx... well my life's not an open book... it's not for everyone to see.. MAJOR changes in my life...but.. there isn't any way for me to say it out i guess this is the type of stuff i'd rather keep to myself...
life has been well.. promoted n stuff.. blah blah.. honestly.. would anyone want to hear about my life.. even i bore myself with my life... funny that i'm saying that when i am at the age where people 'enjoy' life.. you can say that i'm abnormal... like i care.. ha..
coming back to blogging... why did i come back aft such a long pause... tired of keeping things to myself??? and now that no one comes to visit this blog.. i can say anything i want which is.. well, good... i hardly trust anyone... my SHELL has become TOO THICK for anyone to penerate... as the old saying goes... once bitten, twice shy. i mean any... ANY relationship is vulnerable...we can't predict what happens tomorrow.. but what we do know.. is to cherish what we have now...so that we won't regret...
geez...i must be damn bored to be here blogging... who answers to me?? no one hears... no one is there.........................................................................................
the origin.6:45 AM
joining band maybe a good idea for me... to continue something i love... music... i know i'm not those kind of talkative person in bnad n stuff... just hate socialising... in band.. just wanna learn... n play... talking... not so needed for me... but still... it's hard being a loner in cca... lolx... well... will try to be more open... guess i have 2 different faces... the one almost everyone knows... talkative n all... n the other when i am surrounded with music... the feeling changes...
test week!!! stressed!!! tmr still got 2.4 run... gd luck to me... really troubled... dunno wad i am feeling... CINDY!! save me... lolx... but decided to slowly... i mean SLOWLY... just kick u out of my mind... but its hard to do it... i mean i see u everyday... but i want to...
the origin.6:32 AM